On my birthday? what the hell is going on?!?!?

As I stated in my prior post to you stop wasting your time on this man, he is unstable and controlling the best thing he did was dump you if what you wrote is true. He told you he fell out of love with you that is all it would take for me. He is an ex con and murderer and you want to chase and pursue this man trying to make sense of his unpredictable nature. Why is your self esteem so low that you feel you have to scrape the bottom of the barrel to be with someone, stop apologizing to him for expressing your feelings but more importantly get the hell away from him and stay away your better than that....