At this point, I honestly have not a clue of what I want to do with the rest of my life?

Damn, boy, you sound a lot like me in several places up there :) Anyone--ANYONE--who would take the time to read and understand this post would know automatically that you are more than just a pothead. Listen to you--even in just this little soliloquy, you've inspired a stranger. I do not know you sir, but you're going to make it one way or another in this world. Don't stress yourself to choose a path--you're on one now, and you're learning :) Keep learning ;)