Top 5-10 songs (from the female perspective) for this worst case scenario?

Last night, we had a fight that I can say is our worst ever. He said he was harmlessly flirting with me at first and didn't think I'd take it seriously. (Of course, this is the exact opposite of what happened.) He thought I was playing him so he played me. He said he doesn't feel the same way, that he's not in love with me like I am with him. I was crying so much and actually considered suicide. Knowing this made him feel bad and I'm thinking, "LIAR. FCK YOU, A**H****." Just because his ex girlfriend of four months left him for someone more buff doesn't mean I'd do the same to him. I chose him over my ultimate celebrity crush, for fck's sake! I actually thought we were meant to be because we flirt like first loves, protect each other like siblings and fight like we're married...but I was very wrong. It's not the first time though. Last night I felt pathetic and depressed, now I'm feeling like, "Whatever. Fck it. I'm done." Mostly, I'm into Pop, Country, R&B, Soul and Reggae, but I'm open to any genre EXCEPT Rap and Heavy Metal. Are there any empowering songs from the female perspective that describe this?